Had the kids yesterday. Took them to the beach and played in the waves for a couple hours then to visit my dad for dinner and naps for the the little two. D10 and D8 watched movie while D5 & S3 slept. Kept them an extra hour. 1:30-8:30.

When I called w to let her know I would be outside waiting for her to drop them off (was at my dad'd this weekend) she said "I'm am soooo sorry, I forgot I was suppose to drop them off" I didn't say much. Wanted her to realize her mistake. No big deal it actually helped weather wise for the beach. However, she has messed up a few times about communicating things to me about the kids. Frankly, I haven't (yet).

She just has it too easy: I drop/pick the kids up 99% of the time, parents bought her a new house and are still staying with her, while I am looking for work, splitting time between living with a relative and my dad on some weekends. Just can't find work.

This nightmare has to end.

I was thinking last night, it has gotten to the point where I don't even know if I want my waw back anymore. My heart was so shattered that I just get a weird feeling about her when I see her. Is this normal?


Me: 38
W: 34
D:10,8,5
S: 3
M: 12
T: 13
Bomb:2/1/11
Sep: 3/2/11
WAW Filed: 4/1/11
MC: 3/11-5/11
Pre-trial: 8/30/11