Well, it has only been a couple minutes and I messed up terribly. I went down stairs and had to add my last two cents from last night's conversation and it went all wrong. He is mad that I told him D has to be his decision alone because it isn't what I want. He feels that I don't care about his feelings. He wants something to change immediately.

I feel like the doe laying on the side of the road, still breathing, just waiting for time to stand still, but each pain-filled second takes an eternity. I think I could die from this pain. Please, God, help me shut up.

How do I stop the freight train from moving?


Me: 32/ H: 32/ S13/ D5
T: 15/ M: 8
Rock bottom: 4/11
ILYB: 5/11, but I knew it at least a yr before
Gaining acceptance: 8/11

You must be the change you wish to see. - Mahatma Gandhi