Thanks guys, so seems I just need to keep holding her for now then!Trouble is, she's getting heavy!

I feel compelled to post a link to all my old posts, for anyone reading Piecing that needs some hope, so here it is:

Link to all my threads on DB

Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs
IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08
Reconciled 05/09 now married!
my thread