Thanks dbmod, I think for sure I would go insane if I didn't find this forum and have those initial calls with Laurie. I am so grateful for you all.

Me: 32/ H: 32/ S13/ D5
T: 15/ M: 8
Rock bottom: 4/11
ILYB: 5/11, but I knew it at least a yr before
Gaining acceptance: 8/11

You must be the change you wish to see. - Mahatma Gandhi