Take a deep breath and think before you do anything - destroying things is not going to help - it will only make matters worse and you will feel very guilty afterwards.
I've made rash decisions in the past and regretted them 10 mins later - I've accepted that my wife doesn't love me, but if I keep changing maybe she will want to join me on the same path instead of following her own.
I would seriously consider IC if you aren't already - you need to reign in any impulsive decisions.
I feel for you man, I really do - but take actions that you will be proud of not regret later.
M47 W45 D10 (Has CP) D7 M12 T14 ILYBINILWY 5/1/11 Asked for seperation 5/10/11 Seriously DBing 7/1/11 W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11. Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11 D - Final 7/11/12
