Had a good nights sleep last night - had a dream that H wanted to get back together, and I tried, but was miserable - so I asked him to leave.

Not sure how to take that.

Spent the morning hanging out with S7 - he likes to lay in bed and read and watch movies on Sunday morning. He's always been a very affectionate child, but it's really amped up since H moved out - he doesn't like to not be around me, and is particularly clinging on Saturday nights/Sunday morning (probably from being away from me overnight) - my lawyer thinks he wants to be around me to make sure I don't leave like his dad did. That makes me sad.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11