Well, my "up" mode could last only so long, I suppose...today's been a rough one. It's been 2 weeks since W moved out, and in that time I have not seen her at all and have had only a few TMs back & forth.

So, yes, I'm missing her. Or at least, I'm missing who she used to be with me. I'm missing having her in the house to talk to and to hold and just to know there is someone else here.

I'm trying to work up the energy to get out the door and go to the gym when all I really want to do is take a nap. Except I don't have my comfy sofa to take a nap on.

I need to just walk through this and get to the other side. Fortunately I'm gong out tomorrow to hear a friend's band so that will keep me occupied.

Hope she's not having any fun today, either...spiteful, spiteful, spiteful...

H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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