It's been a long time since I posted on these boards. Things are so much better now. W had started the divorce process then stopped them in about febuary.We are doing pretty well, we exchange I love you's, are intimate. I told her not long ago how sex to me was a form of acceptance and that it would be nice if she initiated once in a while. She said so you want me to change. I admit she never was that way. And is ok with it with me initiateing it. I have a problem creating scenarios in my mind, she get's a text and I wonder who it is but don't want to ask.I have to find a way to stop before I ruin our chances. Just last week W told me I was smothering her. Help. Finding it difficult to get past the past.
