Thank you for the replies. I am sorry to say I DO NOT want to keep the road home, paved and smooth. He made all the cracks and bumps-he can walk it like that if we are worth it. I know I am angry and I have every right to be. IT is ALL about him and I am sick of it. He has been making himself happy for the last year and I am still catering to someone who traded us in for another family. Forget it. He isn't worth it. I am sick of the lies. I am sick of his tears. Wether real or fake. He can do something if he truly is regretful and misses his kids. I am not doing ANYTHING anymore to make his life easier. Sick of it. Does he know how much hes changed? I feel like if I don't point any of this out it is as if he's getting away with what he's done.
I know you are not judging me and I appreciate the feedback. I know I am a bit wishy washy because I still do love him and my family. I would've done anything to keep us together. Not anymore. Not at any price.. If this is the real man he has always been that would throw his family under the bus for a OW and beer then he can have it ALL!
He is now just a paycheck to me. And, yes, I must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning!
