Ok, the kids and I will set out tomorrow for a day of "the real stuff". Hopefully before H gets home from his weekend of parties, living like a frat boy, with no responsibility, we will be off swimming and picnicing. He will get to come home to an empty house.

If I know him, he will come home expecting to get a hug from D5. Instead, the house will be silent and empty because the three of us are GAL. He won't know where we are because he didn't bother to phone home while he was having so much fun.

Later tomorrow evening, when I get home, I will go straight out for a run without pursuing conversation about his whereabouts over the weekend. (this is going to take effort). After my run, I am going to try my best to avoid conversation with him. This may be hard in light of the pain I have been through over the weekend. More on that tomorrow when I can thing straight (a bottle of wine is consoling me at the moment.)


Me: 32/ H: 32/ S13/ D5
T: 15/ M: 8
Rock bottom: 4/11
ILYB: 5/11, but I knew it at least a yr before
Gaining acceptance: 8/11

You must be the change you wish to see. - Mahatma Gandhi