This is why NC is best for me. Any contact stirs up emotions that I thought were healing. i guess not. I do recover quicker though. I think if I do not hear from H by this week I will have him served. Enough is enough. I will not have any more contact with him unless he initiates it. Thats what I will paying my L for. I do hope that NC does help me heal because sometimes it feels like I am just stuffing what I need to say or do.
