Just journaling.

The night of MC I asked my W how she thought it went - she said it was fine and that she feels it is helping bring clarity (I wish it brought more clarity for me), she didn't expand on what she meant and I didn't pursue.

She stayed up and we chatted for longer than we usually do - just general stuff, no R talk. She's been a little more affectionate lately (couple of hugs and kisses), but nothing really intimate.

Been busy with my girls - spent last night playing Wii until way past bed time. Took them horseback riding this morning.

Tomorrow they leave for a week - I'll miss them all, but get on with GAL - gives me the opportunity to catch up with friends and stay in the city a couple of nights.

One thing to note - I went to bed last night without thinking about when my W was coming home from work (usually I would wake around 2-2:30). I guess it bothers me less than it did and if she decides to stay out late, she knows I don't like it - but it's her life.

One thing that did make me cringe - my D6 said she made daddy's bed yesterday, how sad that my D notices we sleep in seperate beds, not something I want her to think is normal in a healthy relationship.


M47
W45
D10 (Has CP)
D7
M12 T14
ILYBINILWY 5/1/11
Asked for seperation 5/10/11
Seriously DBing 7/1/11
W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11.
Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11
D - Final 7/11/12