I'm sorry you are going through this but you have come to the right place for support. We're all in this giant boat together.

I think it is important that you read DR and also try to not contact him unless it specifically pertains to your D.

Also, individual counseling for yourself would probably benefit you as well.

"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack."
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