A whole day of GAL awaits me tomorrow. D5 and I are volunteering from 8am-1pm. Then I will come home and go for a run. Then I will go out to eat with friends in the evening.

H didn't call this evening to tell kids good night. He never worries about that as much as I do. I didn't call him either. I have no idea where he is this weekend and I think I am ok with it. This is a huge 180 for me. I hope I can hold out from calling him for the entire weekend.

Maybe if the phone rings I won't answer.


Me: 32/ H: 32/ S13/ D5
T: 15/ M: 8
Rock bottom: 4/11
ILYB: 5/11, but I knew it at least a yr before
Gaining acceptance: 8/11

You must be the change you wish to see. - Mahatma Gandhi