Whatis is going to a family re-union picnic this weekend just outside of Guelph ON. It will be the first without my Dad. I don't know how it will feel. Talking about it with MM today brought up some feelings for me. I miss him. I also want to do some meditating. Since I got that flu bug last weekend I haven't been doing it. When we pray we talk to God, when we meditate God talks to us. I'm quite happy with the church I've been going to (although other Christians think we're wacko and non-Christians agree). The theology is one I can feel comfortable with and it allows for a great deal of freedom and leeway to grow and discover. Anyway, that's my update.