I feel for youl. It is so hard to go dark with my three kids, I can't even imagine four. I will say this though, there are many days that I feel like no one cares for me, then I think of my kids. They have been stronger than I throughout my situation. What a blessing they are.
Keep strong. (Prayers & positive thoughts thrown Direction1's way.) I wish I could do more for you. Just now that you are not alone.
LiSLC.
Bits M:35, W:39, M:12 S1:10, S2:8, D:5 Bomb: 3/25/11 "I am not in love with you anymore." Moved Out: 5/19/11 Divorce: 08/08/11