Stop beating yourselve up. It doesn't help you. You have accepted your mistakes now it is time to move forward. You are no longer the old Cam you are a new Cam. Use the skills you have learned here as painful as it is. You are not a failure and I bet you have no proof that you are. Keep working on yourself. I'm new here but reading other peoples' post really helps and is very educating.
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“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”