Still the same... Trying to be dark today. Will be going "home" tomorrow for activites with kids. Was sort of uninvited to S baseball practice toinight. Thought about pushing it, because of course she can't prevent me from going, but thought I wouldn't do it this time. At some point, I think it will get like it did during our earlier seperation, where it became difficult to be the martyr 24/7... Where the reality that maybe I'm not the absolute worst husband on the planet might sink in...
My goal today is no ILY's... It's such a small goal, really...
