Do what I can but still have questions 3

[soccerwife]

Starting to feel down again. I had to force myself to go to bed without pushing conversation on H. He pursued me a little earlier so I thought he was interested in my company but I really don't want to mess this up and have him go away for the weekend p'd at me.

I am very lonely, but at least I didn't let myself get rejected or backslide into old habits.