Well, I went to see the shrink tonight. I started out with "I need your help, I must be stopped before I strike again" I thought sounding like a psycho would be the perfect opening. She said "sounds interesting" I said " I got women issues" and she said "Now, that's exciting!" I told her about my antics of late, how I feel like a stupid adolescent and I say things I cannot believe come out of my mouth. I told her how much I enjoy the conversations I'm having with Mecca Mama, how I have this warm feeling inside when I'm around her and how I hate it at the same time. I told her about the CAUTION signs that are floating around in my head and how I want to make sure that Mr. Woody isn't doing all my thinking just because he wants a new parking spot. She says I'm going through what everyone goes through at this stage of getting to know somebody else (and I'm correct to be cautious and go slow). The wondering about what this means and what that means, should I have said that, does she really like me...blah blah blah. Have I mentioned I really hate this stuff! I don't like feeling that someone else can effect me, it makes me vulnerable. I can get hurt. That s@cks.I know I know, it's all part of the ride. Anyway, she feels my cheese is still on my cracker (or, actually, it hasn't slipped any further).
