I tap out...

[~¤DG¤~]

I'm glad the drive helped your spirits.
You are right, it is nice to know that despite all the ish we're going through, we still have moments where we are happy and feel free from our sitch.

There have been plenty of times where I have gone out with friends and had a great time. An honest, great time. I didn't have to force myself to stop thinking about H or wishing I was with him.