Divorced in August-I'm a Mess

[ClingingToHope]

Let me get this straight, you moved back in, then she signed up for an Internet dating service? And you didn't immediately move back out?

Look, my marriage ended two months ago and yet I still hold faint hopes that something will change, but I wouldn't stand for that.

What happens if she comes home and says, hey, can you make them dinner I have a date? Or if she calls and says, you should stay at a friend's house, I want to bring this guy home.

I fantasize sometimes about my ex- asking me to "come home." I hope I'm strong enough to say "only if we are going to work towards rebuilding a marriage. You have to be all in."

I had a friend who reconciled after a divorce. For six months, they were talking marriage again. Six months later he had moved out again. He told me he should have never moved back in, it hurt the same when it didn't work.