I'm so very sorry for your pain right. frown You were such a gentleman to help your W as she embarked on this journey. What a display of true love...letting her go.

I hope that you will work hard on taking care of yourself. I know you don't feel like it, but try to surround yourself with people who love and care about you. Go see a funny movie. Take a little road trip. Try something new every day. Do your best to rest and to eat well. Cry when you need to and then move on from it. You truly have to take each day one at a time...sometimes, I find I have to take things one hour at a time. Just know that you have done everything you can to save your M. The Lord has mighty plans for you...He isn't finished with you yet! Try to keep your mind and heart open to what He has in store for you. I promise...whatever it is, it's good stuff.

aka lc4 : )