Letting go is hard to do!

[Seminolewind]

I had an e-mail conversation with my ex today and I initiated the conversation it was short and to the point.

Me: Do you have insurance on your car yet?

Ex: No, I haven’t done that, but I can today if you think I should.

Me: I think it would be fair, we are divorced.

Ex: no problem. Will do.

Me: Let me know so I can remove you from the policy.

I woke up today kind of pi$$ed at the way I have been just letting things slide. I have paid the insurance on her vehicle since day one. I am tired of getting walked on and I have had enough. I am tired of getting taken advantage of by being nice to someone that isn’t nice back. I just want things fair and in the divorce decree it states she is responsible for her own vehicle. I just know it made me feel good to stand up for myself today.

I might of did everything wrong in trying to save my marriage and it’s time to quit all the bullshirt that has led to nowhere. I need to get this custody evaluation done so I can breathe a little and hopefully both of my girls will be living with me full time. I need a break from D17’s drama and I need to do something for me to be happy.

I guess I need to explain D17’s drama. She has been seeing a therapist because her and her mom can’t get along. She told me that the therapist told her that as soon as she turns 18 she should move in with her BF for the sake of the baby. He!! They can’t stay together for a week without fighting I would say living together is definitely the answer. I think I am going to her next therapy session. Maybe I should push her towards living with him as soon as she turns 18 that way this is over before the baby comes in December.

I need to start venting more often because I am starting to get a bunch of crap on my plate.