But why was I trying to protect her? Not because I would feel badly about her being hurt... not that I wouldn't, but that's not the reason. The reason is that I was/am afraid that if I hurt her, she will walk away from me. So why am I afraid of that? I am afraid of not having her as a crutch through this pain that I am dealing with.
Thanks Dantes
Denver... THAT ^^^^^^^^ was a beautiful and honest realization and admission!
I can see some definite, positive change in you, these days!
