physically i am doing not bad. Treatment has been tough, but my numbers are down, so that is positive. Thanks for asking starsky.
Tonight was the first round of playoffs for s15 and s13 soccer. It was the last time we would see them play each other. I picked up s15 from his dads house, and surprise, neither their dad or my wife showed up to watch. They were both disappointed about that.
I am ready to stop relaying important events in the kids lives to my wife now, she doesnt respond, show up or call the kids.
Should i tell her these things and take comfort in that im trying to include her, even if she doesnt act on what i say? Or do i just leave it be and if she decides to ask questions about their activities answer her at that point?
I really am unsure of what im feeling about my wife now. I think i am ready to file for divorce. The realization that she doesnt care enough to discuss my health or see how i am doing has really hit me hard. On top of that, she is not talking to or seeing our children. She just isnt the women i fell in love with. There is nothing left of the women i loved. I think its time to start moving on with the next chapter of my life.
