Stillness

[aeolianchaos]

I'm running a McIntosh integrated in my system.

So after you take the acid I assume you'll be rolling around in your piles of money??

Just put the woofers back in and man, what a difference. It's playing quietly right now and the definition of sound is just night and day compared to before.

--journalizing--

Not a lot of new stuff today - took care of a bunch of 'stuff' and followed up on another job application. Sure would be nice to hear back from someone, at least.

Had some 'moments' of thinking about WAW and delving into my little fantasy world, where I tell her negative things. Totally non-productive, and takes my head in a direction I don't need it to go in. Typically I catch these within a minute and find myself laughing at the thoughts I think sometimes.. they are crazy!

Read a great article by Mel Schwartz, LCSW on Psych. Today website. Talks about observing thought rather than attaching to it. The article is called "Stuck in a Groove" for anyone who might be interested in it.

Trying to just keep focused on my own stuff right now: no benefit to dwelling on WAW and her thing. With that in mind, I'm working on implementing some changes to my daily workflow to take care of business and keep myself in a more productive state since I have so much time on my hands anyways.