Preseason has begun...just trying to make the cut

[MadeToSucceed]

I agree CS and jb. I didn't contact her so I'm holding strong as of now (and will continue to). I agree with the pattern but this time she's kind of deviated from it in that I didn't "do anything" to cause her to delete me. But then again I didn't "do anything" to make her go off the deep end either so that's neither here nor there I guess.

You will have good days and bad days ahead of you, welcome them both and process your feelings, don't fight them. This is the "work" part of it, this is the part that builds a new MTS.

Your suffering while painful, it will help you grow. Let it drive you to do better for YOU to make YOUR LIFE one that is Good and happy. I promise you that you will look back one day and say that you are actually thankful for this time.

I really like what you've said here and I'm starting to realize just that...I know I'm not there yet but I know one day I'll be able to look back and realize that this was a huge period of growth for me.