I am worried about the consequences, but then again, that goes to show that I really need to dig deep and trust that our Lord knows best
I understand this. I think it's especially hard because we FEAR that our w will think we don't love them. It feels very unnatural for me to think of myself, to protect myself. Plus I know my w's reaction to it.. and there will be h3ll to pay.
Friends remind me all the time that God knows our hearts. That if we truly know that our actions are out of love and not out of ego, vengence, anger, hurt, and all that other negative stuff.. we really can't go wrong. He will take care of us.
We do our best. if our spouses decide to see us in another light..that's on them. We cannot remove the dust from their eyes. Only God can.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
