What you're going through is perfectly natural. Went through the whole thing myself a long time ago. Now you see why everyone was saying that the OW wasn't the answer but a temporary fix. But everyone's got to learn that on their own.
There will come a time when you'll reach a point of "balance". Where you will want to go out with someone for the sake of going out with them and you won't feel guilty or responsible for your actions. It will be like a weight has lifted off you. It's at that point that you would have honestly detached.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
