I have really, really struggled since she and I had contact on Thursday and Friday of last week.
I think that I had gained a level of detachment up until then that is now gone.
Denver, going back to your question a bit back about "which path to take."
And looking at Starsky's last post.
This may answer your question.
Yeah CS, I know that it causes me pain to have contact. On the flip side of that though, is the thought that having polite casual contact when SHE initiates is our only hope of reconciling.
I don't know.
Denver
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce