We can analyze it to death, I can explain what I think and it might be spot on or totally off the mark......either way it is time to focus on you.
You will have good days and bad days ahead of you, welcome them both and process your feelings, don't fight them. This is the "work" part of it, this is the part that builds a new MTS.
Your suffering while painful, it will help you grow. Let it drive you to do better for YOU to make YOUR LIFE one that is Good and happy. I promise you that you will look back one day and say that you are actually thankful for this time.
No, I'm not crazy.
Hope this helps
Cheers
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
