I get that. Trust me I am tempted to look (I blocked her feed). I just tell myself. "If she is doing fun things and I can't be happy for her.. than I shouldn't look". My end it's keeping the door open. I don't know if that's healthy for me.. but I'm sure God will give me the strength when necessary to do what is necessary.
You're a strong man for doing what you did. It was a very loving move for yourself.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.