I'm with you, TM. I know that things with H ending are for the best. Now, I have a chance to really be happy with myself without all of the negativity and anger. But the overriding sense of melancholy just lingers.
Things will get better and we'll be that much stronger for it.
Me: 33, H: 32 M: 12 years T: 13 years No kids D-Day: 7/2009 Separated: 10/12/10 Future Unknown GITS
"There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark." - Adele