Journaling

Today has been a strange day for my emotions. I feel as if I am in a fog. I am literaly teetering between being ok and despair. I am fighting off the despair rather well right now, but I can't say I'm close to any type of happiness or satisfaction. Again, my emotional psyche just sees the white fog. I worry that any little thing will tip the scale towards despair, and I can't really seem to grasp anything to give me hope either, other than time I guess.


Bits
M:35, W:39, M:12
S1:10, S2:8, D:5
Bomb: 3/25/11 "I am not in love with you anymore."
Moved Out: 5/19/11
Divorce: 08/08/11