I didnt think I should mention to her that I was upset about going through Lucan.

I know that my Wife knows that I am in love with her and want things to work out. Is there somthing I should be doning differently. I am trying to follow the DR rules as close as I can. but it is really tough, when every bone in my body wants to try to get through to her. I am no good at hiding me feelings, that probably why i am having a hard time at detaching... I cant pretend not to love her, when I am Head over Heels in Love with her.

God I hope these AD kick back in soon...

Johnnie

Me 45 W 34 W.A.W.
3K. D11 S9 D6
M 12 y T 13 y
Bomb drop 02/22/2011
2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011
Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011