I'm sorry you had a tough night. Insomnia is the WORST...the mind goes to some crazy places in the night. Been there, done that. Do you have anything you can take to help with sleeplessness? I understand you may want to be careful to not become dependent on something, but maybe something to get you over the hump? I've learned that when I don't get sleep I'm not worth a darn. And I act ugly. That is all bad, bad, bad for DB'ing or in general for just living! Hope things get better for you and that you rest easy tonight. Take care, lc4