It MUST be something in the air, because I've had a down day, too, and I've read of several others on the boards who are feeling blue. So let's just all hope and pray for some good rest tonight and to awaken with a great attitude, ready to continue with our GAL'ing and DB'ing our cute lil' booties off!!!
I'm sorry you had a tough night. Insomnia is the WORST...the mind goes to some crazy places in the night. Been there, done that. Do you have anything you can take to help with sleeplessness? I understand you may want to be careful to not become dependent on something, but maybe something to get you over the hump? I've learned that when I don't get sleep I'm not worth a darn. And I act ugly. That is all bad, bad, bad for DB'ing or in general for just living! Hope things get better for you and that you rest easy tonight. Take care, lc4
I occasionally take melatonin or use guided meditation but last night neither of them worked. Going to start trying a little earlier to get to sleep tonight, in the hopes that extra relaxation time will help.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11
He dropped S7 off on time - he's been very good about that. I didn't have energy for talk - I just said, "Hey, boo!" and gave S7 and hug and then told H "Thanks .. see you" and shut the door.
Tired tonight. Tired of this.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11
Thanks, guys. Trying to just take it day by day. I can intellectually tell that this "low" isn't as low as the last one .. even though it doesn't *feel* any better, if that makes sense.
Also, guh! I miss KD!
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11