I am very even Keel with her, what I show or say here is not what my Wife is seeing. I am calm and collected with her. Last night I wasnt, I kept my distance because I didnt want to have a negative conversation with her. I was NOT i a good space after travelling through her A Partners town. thats why I chose not to interact. I dont know how long I can bottle these Affaie feelings up inside me... Its like an Acid in my gut that burning, I need to get out before it herts me more... Not sure how to do that without talking to her to get some questions answered...

Johnnie

Me 45 W 34 W.A.W.
3K. D11 S9 D6
M 12 y T 13 y
Bomb drop 02/22/2011
2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011
Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011