"Also It is important to mention that I am trying to take myself off my Anti Depressant Meds, as I am unhappy with the side effects... Its been 3 days now without them..."
"This is what prompted me to respond. I don't know which ADs you are taking, but I *strongly* suggest that you do not wean yourself from them without running it by your doctor first. There are some meds where the withdrawals are pure h3ll... you don't want that right now."
I'm not a doctor, nor do I play one on TV, but I will 2nd what LP said, especially with you being in such a fragile emotional state. I've been on ADs, and I've stopped taking them w/o consulting my dr. first. It was not fun.
Add the mess you're in the middle of right now, and you very likely may do or say something you will greatly regret later.
I sense panic in many of your posts. I'll bet your W can sense it, too. That will never get you closer to your goal. Stop analyzing her words and actions; she is just as confused, if not more, as you are. She might be putting on the game face, but believe me, she's not having fun on the inside.
Breathe. Step back. Detach.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
