MTS, I am glad you went to a great men's conference. That is a top notch GAL activity, IMO!
I was about to throw some penalty flags for your interactions with your W. That appeared to be laced with some of those classic DB "DO NOTS". It appeared there was some pursuing and begging pleading, etc. It also appeared she pushed back HARD.
I read on though. You've said your peace. Now it's time to get on course and stay there. You've stated your new direction. Now stick to it. 1 yard N-S is better than 10 yds. E-W
Glad to hear you are done being miserable. God doesn't want you to be there. Let Him fill your heart and head and let His presence in you radiate outward.
I know jb. I think I knew when I left I'd "messed up" but yesterday I just was determined to NO LONGER look pathetic to her even if that's how I sometimes feel.
mid 20s Tgther 7 yrs W EA 04/12/11 PA 04/23/11 W filed 05/11/11 I moved out 08/05/11 Mediation mid Oct 11 D final Dec 11 Now what? ...2012
