Telemark, I think you've made a good revelation. I think that anger about your situation is pretty natural. I still go though phases with it myself. So be prepared - it may come back from time to time.
If you're anything like me, you'll also go through phases where you're in a good place by not thinking about your situation, and then thinking you're not doing enough to help your situation. For me, it comes and goes.
I am glad to hear you're in a good place this morning.
