My faith gives me the courage to move forward

[MrBond]

Rysmom
That was one of the rudest things i've ever seen you post. Here was a nice guy who took you out, showed you a good time and then just because he has women friends, you accuse him of being a player. You did the exact same thing to your male tennis friend.

Your paranoia and low self esteem is really getting bad. Be honest here. How many friends do you have? Male and female.

Are you really seeing a therapist? You really need to start getting better. The worst part is that your "solution" is to concentrate on your son. The problem is, he doesn't want your attention. He wants his mom to have friends and be happy. It's so obvious but you refuse to see what's in front of you. Soon you will lose him too. Is that what you want?

Your problem isn't just fear. I've seen this before and you really need professional guidance. Please. Are you even listening? You've even touched upon some suicidal thoughts. Do you want to end up like nine's wife?