looks like we both have had a Down day, keep your chin up, and work at DB as best you can. No one on this board can throw stones at you, because all of them have backslid at some point themselves. One thing that struck me when I was looking at your timelines is how fast your sitch has progressed. I know that there is a natural timeline for healing from what you have been through and I am not surprised that you are still having the strong feelings that you do. I hope you (and I for that matter) get some relief from your pain. Just keep trying to do your best and live your life for you now. The sooner you move on, the better for you. Your xw needs to see you moving forward... You deserve happiness.
Put you faith in GOD. He is walking with you right now. he has a plan for you. We don't know what it is, but, trust in him.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011