Had a family reunion today, My W had to work so, me and the kids hopped a ride with my sister. We had to go out of town for the reunion, about an hour away in the country. It never occurred to me but in order to get to the reunion, we had to pass right through the town of the guy who is (i say is because until she tells me its over i dont know any different) my W affair partner. I brought everything back to the surface for me and I was shocked at how much anxiety it brought. I had a difficult time enjoying myself at the reunion, because I knew I had to go right back through that town again. It wasn't any easier the second time either. When I got home, I unpacked our things cleaned our mess and sent the kids off to bed. My wife was laying on the couch. I didn't speak to her, to be honest I couldn't, because I was afraid I would be angry with her. I suppose these feeling will continue, until we have a chance to deal with them.
Right now, I feel like I need her out. I thought I was doing ok to get over her A but, I may not be...
This is tougher than I thought...
Johnnie
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
