I feel I am done with 'hope' or holding out hope that we will reconcile. I'm sick of wondering where she is, what she's doing, wondering what the next painful step in this process will be. I'm sick of thinking about her and wondering how she could do this to us, blaming myself for not seeing the signs, wondering if she is reconsidering or hurting. I'm sick of thinking of all the great things about us that I miss and the plans we had for our lives together that will never eventuate. All in all I am just sick of this whole experience and as my W says, 'holding on to false hope' that we may get together.
M 35 W 31 Separated 2/2011 but still together Ended it 4/2011 Together 8 yrs Married 3.5 yrs Lawyers involved 6/2011
