Can my blah blah blah?

[Julz]

I had a hard day yesterday too - I think its because it was Sunday and that's the day he left and didn't come home. For me it's 14 years and up to the day before he left we were still planning for the future (like he rang me the day before to see if I wanted him to get some plants for the garden) and then he says sorry if him leaving was a shock to me!

Nearly 3 months in for me and it doesn't get any easier!