Yes it does hurt and honestly that hurt will be there for awhile... but it does get easier.
I cried all through church this morning, and all the way home due to hurt. It's just one of those days. We all have them. I embrace it, allow the emotions to come, and then pray. What I've noticed is over time.. I cry less. I still cry as hard, but I get out of it much more quickly.
I also noticed that why I cry is different. Not so much of a "pity party" or a "why me" anymore.. but just because I am experiencing loss and because what my w does is hurting me. I don't know if that makes sense.
Remembering that embracing your feelings and dwelling on them are two very different things. Know the difference, it not.. ask God to give you the strength (if that you are that kind of woman)
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Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
