Having a hard weekend. Back to the place I was a few weeks ago - can't eat, can't sleep well, generally depressed and sad.
Hoping it passes quickly. I just can't believe the person I spent 10 years with has rewritten our history in his mind to convince himself I'm a horrible person. I can't believe he's moved on to someone else so quickly.
I think finding out that he's planning to visit her next month sent me in to this spiral. I know there's nothing I can do about it. It still hurts.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11