Sorry you find yourself here. I was dreading coming over to this stage when I was going through my situation but it really is not so bad here and actually, it turns out the best thing that ever happened to me although the process was long and hard.
Take things in stages, let yourself heal and be kind to yourself. For me, I had to get used to just 'living' again. My time had been so taken up with the situation and the pain that it was only when I actively started creating a life for myself that it lessened.
I remember I had a bit of a nightmare trying to find a place that allowed pets, something will turn up though, it always does.
